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Wednesday, October 4th, 2006
11:26 am	Prayer for You So I know that words are not the best of comfort and I dont know again will you guys will read this but I will post it anyhow. Don't lose heart. You two have been the best leaders, the best parents, the best mentors and the best of friends that any of us could have asked for. I know that we haven't exactly all been there for you guys like you have for us but hey were young and stupid. You know. You cant even begin to know how an event like this has brought us together again and for that I am sorry. I pray for your hearts. That you not see anything more to this than a test of your faith. God loves the two of you with a love beyond our comprehension and I pray you hold deep to that in your time of suffering, frustration and misunderstandings. You have no idea how many people this incident has touched around you two. Even the officer involved in the investigation was awed at God's power and how people of God can love one another so deeply. I am sorry for your loss and everything the two of you have been going through. I only wish I could have been there holding your hand Hannah but as I said God is teaching me I cannot fix problems, only pray for them. We love you guys with all of our hearts. We have held on to the things you two taught us and are now learning more even though you are not directly our leaders. You two made an impression on our hearts that will never fade away and for that we can be eternally greatful. I love you both dearly. I am praying for you and am here if you need me. Just ask. Always, Jess (Comment on this)
Saturday, April 22nd, 2006
1:04 pm	So I went to the eyedoctor today and they told me im nearsighted so I have to get glasses...I found some really cute ones. I will put a picture up when I get them next week. I hope you are all doing awesome! Love ya. Current Mood: amused Current Music: Spice Girls Movie (Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 11th, 2006
3:31 pm	It's Me First of all I would like to say sorry for not updating in so long. I hope and have seen from your posts that ya'll are all entertaining very interesting lives. Young Life this week was the best experience. There were 38 mostly non-Christian highschoolers who sat and listened in silence to a college freshman talk about the Resurrection of Christ. To see them so captivated by what I was saying was awesome though. On a more random note I really like my haircut. It made Phil do a double take. It was so cute to see him so suprised by something so simple. He is so amazing and not a day goes by that he doesn't look at me with those beautiful blue eyes and tell me how "beautiful" I am. Wow. I talked to Mike last week that was rather interesting. Good but suprising. We hadn't talked in so long. My job at Ann Taylor Loft has been amazing. We are opening our new store next weekend. So that means lots of sweating and opening of clothing packages. It'll be worth the paycheck though. I may be coming to San Antonio/Corpus area next weekend. That would be sweet. I am sorry to hear that my One Act babies didn't make it past area but as long as you had some fun along the way I hope it was worth it. I still love you guys and am really proud. Well thats pretty much it for me. Hope you all have a wonderful Easter because Im pretty for certain I wont post again before then. ::muah:: Current Mood: relaxed Current Music: Aladdin and the King of Theives (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, March 2nd, 2006
1:42 pm	Sentence 5 "Anyone who eats fat from an offering given to the Lord by fire must be cut off from the community." -The Bible posted by Kathy "He looked at the slender column of her white throat and watched the steady pulse there." -Redeeming Love posted by Jess Current Mood: artistic Current Music: David Crowder (Comment on this)
Friday, February 24th, 2006
12:50 pm	Ann Taylor Loft I GOT A JOB!!! So after too much time searching I finally landed a job. Ann Taylor Loft in Downtown Dallas. I am SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO happy!!! Current Mood: ecstatic Current Music: Gilmore Girls (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, October 20th, 2005
2:40 am	HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!! my Love...Hope you have an amazing wonderful spectacular fun B-day! I love you sooooo much and am sorry I cant be there! I will make it up to you though my darling. Lots of love from the Dallas area. ::muah:: Love always and forever, Shishikaaaa Current Mood: exhausted Current Music: swing dance musica (Comment on this)
Tuesday, October 18th, 2005
1:33 am	Happy Birthday!!! Hey honey, I am writing this pretending that you even have internet to read it. But I want to wish you all the best on your Birthday and let you know you are loved. I miss you and am sure you will have a wonderful day. I am sorry I am not there to share it with you. Love always, Jessica Caryn Current Mood: hopeful Current Music: moulin rouge (Comment on this)
Monday, October 17th, 2005
12:18 am	Do you Dare me??? So you all know how bad I am when it comes to people daring me. Take this for example. He walked up to me with the gallon that had about a 1/3 of the icy cold milk left in it. My intention was to get a glass of milk to tie me over before I went to bed, except he had no cup. He handed the jug to me. "I dont have a cup." "Well thats alright. You can just chug it or something." "Whatever" "Are you saying you cant chug it" I looked around as all the guys eyes in the coed turned towards me. "Well if what your saying is that I cant chug it then your on. But at least let me do it outside." Myself, followed by five others went outside. They watched and laughed as I began to chug down what I had no idea was going to be freezing cold milk. My whole inside began to turn numb. First my head was telling me to stop, then my lungs began to expand deeper and deeper as it needed more breath, I felt my stomach start to turn. There was yelling all around. What had started out as innocent fun between friends had now turned in to a show. I looked out of my right eye and scanned the crowd, counting. 1, 2, 3...11 guys had lined up to watch me accomplish my task. My mind instantly flashed back to that day some years ago when I found myself in this same predicament. You would think I would learn. I lifted the jug to my mouth as I raced to beat Austin and Mike in a gallon of milk contest in an hour. Ahh the good ol days when things seemed so innocent. "Will you marry me?" "What a woman" "That's Crazy" "Guys do you see something wrong with this picture? There are 11 of us GUYS and we are watching a GIRL chug milk." I began to laugh inside and that is when I really felt my stomach turn over. "She is gonna blow" I ran to the grass just in time to release the bone strengthening liquid I had just filled my body with. "Gross" I thought. "How embarrassing". "OHHHHHH!" I heard them cheering. I grabbed the gallon back and finished the leftover milk. Clap Clap Clap. I began to laugh as I realized just how stupid I had been. He passed a piece of gum to me and told me how amazing yet crazy of a girl I was. I just smiled. I then realized by performing such a task I received three marriage proposals, earned a strange sense of respect from the guys who decided to built a milk drinking statue in my name, and had finally released that crazy guy side of me stuck behind the surface of a sweet girl. It is funny how things turn out. This was by far the most fun I have had in a long time. Thanks to those of you who actually took the time to read this. I LOVE YOU GUYS. ::muah:: Current Mood: accomplished Current Music: Since youve been gone (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, October 3rd, 2005
6:38 pm	Dont Open the Virus! I got a VIRUS on my AIM!!! But its fixed now. I just thought everyone should know. I love being home for a while it is nice. I missed so many people. Sammys was so much fun! Im glad I got to present an award and see everyone there again. I saw the Greatest Game ever Played and Into the Blue...Paul Walker is still so hot. I missed free movies that for sure. "I have so little to do and so much time...wait reverse that." Love YOU all! Current Mood: hyper Current Music: Amazed (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, September 17th, 2005
11:16 pm	Rush!!! Wow I am so awed right now! I haven't been this happy in so long. God is just doing amazing things in my life. First off I went to a Retreat this weekend called Spiritual Rush. (self explanitory) It did just that. It gave me such a spiritual check and reminded me of the amazing person I once used to be. I am so glad to have that girl back. I can't stop smiling and everyone I have talked to since has been mystified at how happy I am. (I cant believe I used that word). Anywho, the speaker, who happens to be the pastor of the church I go to, focused primarially on the "thirst of our spirit" The need to for love, friendship, and signifigance. He hit every aching part of my heart and his words just helped me to find the ways to release all those burdens that have been weighing me down for so long. It feels so good to be happy again. Funniest event cause ya'll are probablly bored with everything already. My friend Aaron and I (the one who made drama team with me, mind you), during our service project of picking up firewood found a small little stage by the campfire. We spent 30 minutes singing, dancing, telling jokes, and just plain being stupid up there for everyone that was out there with was like 30 people. It was awesome. My favorite part was singing "I can show you the world" from aladdin but he sang jasmine and i aladdin. It was crazy funny. I had the best time and am ready to come home and tell ya'll about everything that has been happening up here. I miss you all!!! ::muah:: Current Mood: rejuvenated Current Music: Jeff Johnson (9 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, September 15th, 2005
3:52 pm	Ironic So I have SAD news. MY FISH DIED! I had Paco a total of 2 weeks but thats ok cause I have given in to the power of the Bada and Im gonna get one. At least Paco didnt commit suicide which is a new record for my fish keeping skills. Anywho for the good news. I got out of the shower last night and found out that my hair is naturally curly...well wavy but either way it is not just plain ol' straight and that makes me sooooo happy. Dani and Kathy are gonna defuse it for me and we are gonna see just how good it looks?!! I will definately send pictures. Ironic how God allows things to work out for the better. Please dont think Im crazy for finding out at 18 years old that my hair is curly it just works out that way. Who would have thunk??? It is finally raining here!!!!!!!!!!!! Current Mood: ecstatic Current Music: Dustin's I'll make it one day (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, August 27th, 2005
5:46 pm	Havent updated in a while. Umm. Ok. I am so glad that those of you with school spirit are doing so well in CC. I hope you are doing just as well in classes. I miss everyone down there!!! This campus is so incredibly beautiful. Id have to say the most "romantic spots" campus Ive ever been on. So if you feel like taking your honey on a date come up and visit me and you'll find plenty of incredible places to go. And of course you'll see me in the process. Ok whatever it is gorgeous. I have really been staying in shape and avoiding the dreaded "15". Soccer everyday at 7:00 p.m. Lots of walking and some excercise time. I had my first girls night here. Danielle "the honorary roomate" slept in my twin bed with me and Kathy, Dani, and I had a party. It made me feel like I was back home with Ki and Ash and I miss them now even more terribly than before. I really do love it here though. The workload has not gotten bad yet and my professors are all fairly tolerable. The food is not so terrible and occasionlly rather good. I said occasionally! I miss CC and cant wait to go to the beach again. Too bad it will be colder when I get there but wait it's Corpus I can still go to the beach and be fine. Mike is coming up to visit and that makes me really happy to be able to see him again. He cant stay for too long but a couple of days will be awesome. Hopefully Ash and Ki can do the same to. Thats about it that has happened so far. So for now. Peace. Love and Kisses to all. ::muah:: Current Mood: lazy Current Music: Lifehouse (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, August 21st, 2005
7:26 pm	Movies Anyone If you're in the mood for some good suspense go and see "Red Eye" It was pretty good. For a war movie or just some good drama go see "The Great Raid". Highly Recommended. That were good a probablly the last movies I will see for a while seeing as how just like the rest of you college students have no money!!! Ughh...I have to get used to this being broke thing. I have one of those 2 day headaches and I want to cry. :*( Current Mood: drained Current Music: none (Comment on this)
Saturday, August 20th, 2005
1:59 pm	Ultimate... So I woke up this morning around 9 to get breakfast which they dont serve on Sat. till 10:30. Then I got a call to go down to the field and play Ultimate Frisbee. I must say I owned...okay maybe not but I did play much better that down in CC. I am really starting to love that game. Anywho after 2 and 1/2 hours of Ultimate I was starving from no breakfast so I went to the dining hall at 12:34 and they close for lunch on Saturdays at 12:30! Ughh I think the one thing I have found wrong with this campus is it's schedule. It was actually really funny though cause I ended up eating Chick-Fil-A. It didnt turn out so bad. OH I did get knocked in the face really bad (my mouth) bled for a sec. but I couldnt sit out cause we didnt have enough people. I am turning in to a tough girl I suppose. I had fun though. The point of the entry. Thank God For Chick-Fil-A. Current Mood: exhausted Current Music: The Other Sister (Comment on this)
12:28 am	Stay away from the Strippers Catching Up can be such a wonderful thing. I miss you...thanks for talking. Current Mood: chipper but exhausted Current Music: Buck Enterprises (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, August 19th, 2005
9:53 pm	My Letter to You To those of you: (you know who you are) Wow guys! College is definately different but I do want you all to know that I am having a really good time here. I am making friends and things have really been going my way lately. (the only reason I am saying this is so none of you have to feel sad for me) Dont in any way though think I dont miss any of you because I deeply do. My roomate is awesome almost at times like my twin (she love COWS!)but she is gone right now at home for a church thing. So I am on my own for two nights :( I'll be ok though she called to check up on me. I hope you are all doing well. comment and let me know. I am keeping up as best i can and I know I will have an even harder time once classes start. But I do LOVE and MISS you all. Hugs and Kisses to those of you in CC. ::muah:: Love, Caryn Current Mood: lonely but happy Current Music: Fools Rush In (9 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 16th, 2005
12:12 am	Jack Johnson Listening to Jack Johnson the night before I go...so soothing. Just thought ya'll should know. Love and kisses. it was good to see so many of you today. Im missing you guys already but yet I am happy to go. It is weird to feel this way. I guess fear in a way is a good thing. Current Mood: melancholy Current Music: Good People- J.Johnson (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, August 12th, 2005
4:44 pm	Missing you... Ashwee comes home today!!! I got a shot today...ughh Ashwee comes home today!!! San Antonio was crazy. I had so much fun there though and my nails look awesome. HP's Birthday turned out to be a total success and everyone looked beautiful. Ashwee comes home today!!! Austin is amazing driving home that late and then making the trip to SA again. I mean Daphne Loves Derby is worth it but still. I got some good rest I hope you will to Ki. 10:30 At the airport if Ashwee makes her flight. I'll call you. Did I mention that Ashwee comes home today!!! Current Mood: anxious Current Music: Gilmore Girls (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 9th, 2005
12:05 am	Awesome Friend Oh what an awesome friend Andrew is!!! Words cannot even begin to describe...but he does get a post all of his own! Current Mood: mischievous Current Music: Jimmy Eats World- Pain (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 3rd, 2005
11:57 pm	San Antonio was fun! Bought new stuff. Austin was weird but in a good way I guess. I will post pics later.Im tired right now. Missed you loads and loads Ki! Im sorry Ashwee...I hope you will be alright. Mike frustrates me...ughh! Current Mood: weird Current Music: Love Songs by Delilah (Comment on this)